My day got off to a bad start when I saw that a sanitary napkin had been flung across the bathroom. She is just so unbelievably lazy. I don't know how to lay down rules. Sometimes I can get her to change a habit after a really big fight but I'm too tired for that. This week I've been researching ways to kill myself beause I can't get out of this situation. Stupid people just tell me to get on a bus and leave when I have no money and nowhere to go. Other idiots tell me to quit working for this exploitative partnershipeven though I can't find another job. I'm just stuck cleaning filth for a bad tempered disgusting *****.