Yeah. I'm okay. Suicidal today for some reason. I have so much to look forward to, not least of all, Disneyland next week. But these stupid thoughts of and feelings of suicide came and are hounding me. Ugh. Makes me want to self harm to get rid of the thoughts. Only I know they will come back with a vengeance.


Did you manage to make it through your struggle? Are YOU doing okay? HUGS