Im sorry for not replying at all. My mother died soon after I wrote here.
My boyfriend was there with my father and me when she passed away. And he was a huge support to both of us. I feel very gratefull for everything he did for my family. And we got very close again.

As it is... life goes on... and trouble is back...
The very same day that my mother died, she gave us a note abouthow she wanted the newspaper anouncement of her death. This is something common in my country.
She asked for it to be signed only by my dad and me. And we just went along, trying to respect her last wish, trying to cope with the loss, the shock, trying to cope with all the real life decisions of organizing a funeral.
My boyfriend is disappointed and angry, that I did non include him in the newspaper anouncement. All I can say is that I am sorry. But I am going through this for the first time...
I was about to move in with him. Now he is sleeping on his couch. Do relationships have to be this way? I am exhausted with how unforgiving he is...
I get that this the whole situation is horrible for him too... but why cant I be overwhelmed at times? Why is it not ok to make mistakes and appologize?