I am overwhelmed with my life right now mostly because of financial issues. A few days ago I discovered my car insurance was cancelled for nonpayment. One of the payments they tried to take from my old account after it was closed. I had taken them the new bank acct info to the office so I don't understand that. So now they say I owe for Feb, March, April and May. I wrote a check for half of it and I don't have the money now for the remaining. I put some of my model horses for sale but they aren't selling. The only other way I know to get money is to take it from my IRA but I have been doing that regularly for a year now and I have gone from ~$90,000 in my acct to ~$2000. I would like to go back to work part time and really need the money but I don't know if I am ready. Instead of being productive I am taking my xanax and trying to sleep as much as I can. I am beginning to lose hope that I can control my life. My next therapist appt is two weeks away and I asked them to call if they have any cancellations. Oh and my son receives $800/month because I am disabled but that will stop next month when he is nineteen. I honestly don't know if I can make ends meet. I am really worried. Can anybody relate?