Hi @Mystical_Being not sure I am going to be much help today because I'm battling some demons. But I had a thought. I know my insurance does this, maybe yours does too. My insurance has a care coordinator program where they will be like an advocate for you and help you find services and then coordinate those services. They also help you set goals that are reasonable and within reach but stretch you a little bit. I've done the program twice with my insurance and found it helpful. They also find you like crisis places and stuff like that. Maybe your insurance does this? Is this helpful? Maybe not.

As for whether you should start over or take a break, it sort of sounds like maybe you are in a fragile place and having a safety net would be better than not. I know starting over is a pain but sometimes it is better than nothing. Just my two cents. HUGS if wanted. Kit