You'll get by. You need a hug. A hug can do wonders. ;]
Maybe focus on your strengths? (Here I go again, being the optimistic counselor lmao) For example, did you know you write beautifully? How about write essays or poems, to while away your time. ;]
I was supposed to say "OMG I AGREE THE UNIVERSE CONSPIRES TO MAKE EVERYONE GO AGAINST ME, THUS IM A FAILURE" but that won't help you much, you know? Lol.
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