"Okay now what's the problem with you? You sound very down depressed, oh I hate people like this. I don't mean to take it out ,oh sorry I'm just like this.

I do have issues with depression.

It's okay it's normal.Everyone is depressed.

To the point where I get suicidally depressed, but I live alone.

Well you shouldn't be alone then.

I don't have anyone else though.

Why have you not got anyone else. Are people dead? In the world are you the last girl on the earth? Is X the place I live like this?

Do you look at the mirror too much?

What's your name?

Honestly he was right about the depression, but I found him to be very rude. Why are you so depressed?

Why are you depressed what's wrong with you? You don't look like the type to break hearts. You're just lost.

Yea I am.

Why?

I don't know.

Come on talk to me.

I like listening,

I've got a lot of trauma, i'm tired.I'm exhausted from studying.

What. What is the trauma? What's happened? Has someone ran away with your cat?

No.

Then.

I should just forget it.

No I don't want to forget it. I want to know.

I think it's just growing up, I was bullied at school, hit when I was a child. My family home life isn't very happy. Someone I was close to died during Covid.

And the other thing there's no other abuse.

No, not right now.

No before.

It was before.

You can talk to me it's confidential. No one can hear except you and me. Talking about it is a result

I just feel really really tired all the time.

Again I'll come to that question. have you been abused while you were a child. Yes or no?

I'd say yes.

By who?

I'd say my parents, a cousin when I was younger.

What do you mean parents? They must have hit you is that it?

Yes and general swearing.

Come to the cousin. What abuse is that?

I feel like it was sexual abuse.

By who?

A female cousin.

A female cousin. So how is that abuse? It's nothing.

Okay. Isn't it. Happens with males. I'm sorry to say. How old are you? You're becoming a doctor aren't you? I'm sorry to use these words but think of me as a consultant or as a doctor. You only lose your virginity if you sleep with a man. Isn't it?

Okay but what about being touched as a child?

Touched. You stand in a bus you get touched isn't that right and he began to laugh. If i stand in a bus people will touch me. It means it's not abuse. To be touched in the wrong way. You haven't been raped or something. Isn't it?

Yeah, no.

Yea so that's one thing good. She used you or touched you/ whatever she did. The main thing is that it was a female. So still you're pure. Do you understand?

Yea.

You can put it down that way. I don't know how you think about things. Nothing can be done about it but what needs to be done is important. I don't think you need therapy.

start reading X.

Are you crying?

Any reason why?

I don't even know you but I know you're a lovely person from your display pic? That lego?

Yea

You'll be okay. Don't worry.

How old are you?

29.

"That's a good age. I have an 18 year old who says I'm the best dad. A 30 year old who says dad you're amazing".