I am struggling on this vacation. I’m just overwhelmed by having to be with all these people day in and day out. I feel awkward about anything from getting some food or a drink to sitting outside and watching my show. Yesterday I felt super awkward because I was the last one up, even though it was only like 7:15am. I felt lazy. It’s not relaxing to me. But I did have fun watching my son on the beach yesterday. He loved the water. I went in a little bit. I’m not down with putting my head under the water but I stood in the surf.

I was lucky and did not get sunburned. I had memories floating through my head of two years ago when I got second degree blistering sunburn and it got infected, so I really lathered up in sunscreen. RS and my son got toasted though. They had sunscreen on too but it must have gotten washed off. I should have kept track of time and reapplied it on my son after an hour. But he’s fine, just a little sore.

I just wish it was just a long weekend and not a whole week. But you can’t drive 8 hours for a long weekend! I’m going to try to relax a bit more. I have my program today from 10-1 so I’m not sure what we’ll do after that. Maybe take my son to the nearby arcade.