Ugh, insurance isn't covering my injection so my appointment for today is postponed while the docs cut up some red tape, which means any psychotic symptoms I have now (had a couple hallucinations, some bouts of paranoia) will get even worse than they usually are before an injection. They called just as I was heading out the door too. I'm tempted to search for old Risperdal from before I was on injections, but I wouldn't know what dose to take. My mom took my meds, but she didn't hide them so I still have access to a months worth of temazepam, a months worth of lithium, and all the others. I have my keys now too. I should go out.