So Sorry for what you're going through! Please do not give up! :8 i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about talking this through with your mother if possible. Unfortunately i am not sure if there is much you can do about your sibiling if he isn't willing to rebuild things between you guys. i do think that you can at least let your mother know that this is huritng you if you haven't already. Of course decide by yourself. i think i would feel pretty hurt in this situation as well. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters that your feelings are valid. i Hope things will improve and that a solution will be found for everyone. Please do keep us updated if you want to. Stay Safe. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @WovenGalaxy, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!