This has never happened to me that often or at least i don't remember, but i think i can understand your frustration. i agree that Honesty may be preferable but some people do try to be kind even though they aren't able to deliver as much as they would/should. Try not to judge them too harshly. So Sorry this is happening. For whatever it is worth i am here to listen and even though i can't make any promises i can at least try to get back at you. Hopefully other people will be willing to Help if you just ask. Please do not give up. Stay Safe. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @will19, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!