Yeah I understand what you mean. At first my therapist would be like “call me if you need anything. Even if it’s a weekend I’ll try to get back to you” then that turned into “what do you expect me to do?” Then that eventually turned into no outside contact at all. Also when we first discussed ED’s she said I was stuck with her when I voiced my concern about being transferred to someone else. Then towards the end she mentioned switching me to someone else. I didn’t think that situation had escalated that much more then it did at the start of our sessions.

Then my mom does the same thing sometimes.

It just makes me not trust people. I know in some situations it’s my fault because I’m too needy sometimes and I may unintentionally take advantage of their help. But sometimes people really do just suck.

I try to get a second opinion when that happens to see if it’s me or them. Most people tell me it’s them.