Oh gosh it's getting to me these days. I just feel so tired and worn down - I haven't had anything reassembling a holiday in almost 2 years.

I have time off in a few weeks but my h doesn't want to go anywhere. We used to do a few city breaks a year, nothing fancy but we'd get a nice hotel and treat ourselves to meals out, museum visits etc.

I thought we might go away now we're both double vaccinated but he doesn't want to, doesn't feel safe. So another summer is going to pass by with no change of scene. I feel so depressed and while I want to hope this will get better I'm not sure about that.