I’m trying my hardest to skip the melatonin tonight. I did take a muscle relaxer because of pain. And a zofran for nausea. I think muscle relaxers can be addicting but I only got like 15 pills and I only take one at night. So when they are gone they are gone. My dentist actually suggested one time that I use them because I grind my teeth at night so badly she was worried I’d either crack a tooth or hurt my neck. That’s kind of drastic in my opinion but I took one tonight just for pain in my chest.

But my meds are hidden for the night now. My mom put them in her room somewhere but I’d have to go digging and I for one would never do that and also I’d get in huge trouble if I did.

My mom just handed me the 80 Geodon I had set aside for tomorrow morning. I really want to take it. My hunger was under control today since I didn’t take any Geodon this morning and my anxiety wasn’t bad too because of the stuff I took last night. I wonder if I can slowly wean myself onto all my Geodon at night. I have 20’s and 60’s I can use until I get used to the 80. I don’t know if 180 at night is healthy regardless how I switch myself to it. But taking everything at night helps both with my sleep and my anxiety and other side effects during the day.

What is the highest dose you guys have taken at night?