I'm sorry things are not going well. My ex-boyfriend was the same. At first, he said he was okay with my disorder. After few months, he started getting upset whenever I'm not in a good mood. It's like I had to act happy when I was with him. I was like a child he scolded and punished if I didn't "behave" well. We were at a restaurant once and he caught me spacing out. He stared at me angrily and it made me feel a bit scared. After that, he told me that I was miserable because I chose to be miserable. Then, he became more and more emotionally abusive. He then did something I'd rather not say since it triggers bad memories. Eventually, I broke up with him because I couldn't take it anymore.
I honestly don't have any good advice. I just hope your partner would be more understanding.
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