Well I talked to the nurse. She wants me to get another lithium level done but I haven't taken the full dose in a few days (because the full dose makes me vomit and have diarrhea). Of course this is complicated by the fact my med provider is away. I'm also freaking out because she wants the crisis line to call me. I have a feeling police are going to wind up here if I don't insist I'm fine (which I'm not, but I don't need another visit from the cops and an IEA and eventually another CD where I'm chained for years). So put on my best lying voice I guess.
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"I don't know what I'm looking for."
"Why not?"
"Because...because...I think it might be because if I knew I wouldn't be able to look for them."
"What, are you crazy?"
"It's a possibility I haven't ruled out yet,"
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