I go to see the Pdoc this afternoon, how honest should I be with her, I am still SIing and not doing well, should I write down all of the things that are going on with me. I always end up crying and not being able to tell her what is going on. I am getting nervous, what if she recommends going back into the hospital, I have been there twice in the last month and I can not go back. I hate it. Confused, worried and trying to keep it all together.