Dear Heliosphere,

Welcome to the Forums. It is so nice to meet you.

You write so beautifully and vividly of your life. I wish I could express myself that well but my English is not very good.

I am very sorry that you are weighed down with the heavy burdens you describe. Wish I knew what to say to help but sadly I am in a very similar situation and am still trying things.

Hopefully you will find these Forums to be a warm and friendly place. That has been my experience here.

You have such a gift for writing. I will be looking forward to reading whatever you decide to post here and want to wish you only the very best.

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen