I’m doing well today. I woke up around 10 last night in pain. I was up until midnight and I took a couple Tylenol, a muscle relaxer, and then my morning Geodon. I woke up an hour later then usual and I was feeling pretty good. I was able to clean up my room for the first time in a few days. I didn’t automatically go for a Valium either. I saw my surgeon and he said things are looking good. They are still a bit swollen but that will go down. He said it’s ok to go swimming. He complimented me on my weight loss which made me happy. He said to switch from Advil instead of the muscle relaxers. Which kinda sucks since they worked and also got me through the night. But I did take an Advil this morning and it does make quite a difference. He was very tired though so he wasn’t the friendliest but he answered all my questions well.

Today I’m just hanging out. My mom went to the dollar store and got some ramen and some soup that includes crackers. I went out to sonic this morning. My nephews are over now. My anxiety isn’t too bad and my moods are in check.

All my meds are less money with this new insurance. My lamictal is free and before I was paying $188 for a 3 month supply of Geodon. With this new insurance a 3 month supply is $45. I can stay with my same pharmacy too. So if this therapist works out and if I can get a decent primary, then I won’t be as upset as I was when I was first signing up for my new insurance.

My 7 year old nephew just said to my mom “I don’t want to use the F word (fat) but I remember Uncle mountaindewed before he lost weight” and then he told my mom I’ve lost a lot of weight.

It’s nice when even a 7 year old notices.

But I swear I don’t have an ED. Although my previous mental health place told me I was in denial about it and almost got me put IP for my “behaviors”