Well I followed the doctors recommendation and took seroquel last night for sleep. I feel grief over having to end my relationship with my bf and also irritated that despite his lifestyle somehow it looks like I’m the one with the problem. I’m the one who went to a doctor for help and I’m the one who’s taking medication to treat my symptoms. I mean my doctor and my sober friends support me. I’m trying to find the right thought to rest my mind on and I can’t. I guess it really is as simple as the serenity prayer. There really was an expectation that I accommodate his lifestyle .