I didn't sleep well last night but got up early anyways. Feeling depressed because of the way things are going for me lately. My retirement is almost exactly a month old now. It seems like there had been some curses happening to me since I left the job. It's been pretty expensive because of some things that went wrong. It just started after I left the job. And then I have been in odds with my friend and sister. I wish that I could have more than those two but it's hard for me to make friends.