I’m still in denial that I have an issue but I guess today there was a bit of disordered thinking and behaviors going on. I chugged 3 diet sodas and a large unsweetened iced tea to avoid my hunger. But I mean I still ate 1200 calories. It’s just confusing and I don’t like talking about my habits with people because they assume stuff I’m not sure is there. But I do body checks every time I look in a mirror and I often weigh myself 2 times a day. My 7 year old nephew commented on my weight loss. He indicated I was fat before. Although they are not allowed to use that word so he said the F word. I didn’t hear the whole conversation. But he was being nice and my mom told him I work hard. But I wonder if it’s an issue if a kid is noticing. I don’t know. I don’t like talking about it irl.