I honestly couldn’t tell if the therapist I was attracted to was physically attractive or not. It was just her personality and the way she responded to me that got me going. I know one time she stared at me really intently for several seconds with her chin on her fist and the look in her eyes made me want to flood my basement even though that type of eye contact is just a technique therapists use to try to get their clients to talk when they are shutting down and it doesn’t mean anything.

Not gonna lie there was definite countertransference going on with her but it wasn’t romantic.