yeah.. hard for sure
Even if it's all in the past

parents
s.abuse (5/6 - 14)
physicall abuse, neglect etc - until we where placed in fostercare august last year

S.abuse & physical abuse
many people father brought home or at 'parties' (6/7 - 14)
fosterparents - 14 (including blindness in 1 eye)
boy 17 years who lived at same fosterfamily at the time - 14

pfooh.. I've been staring at this for a couple of minutes now so I'm gonna hit reply before I erase it all again