I just don’t want him to feel too terribly bad that’s all. Things happen and only hindsight is 20/20. I want him to know it’s nothing to do with him and to not be burdened with bad feelings. I want him to know it’s ok.

I made things toxic for myself. I wish I hadn’t yelled at people or talked incessantly every day about the GM. I went in today ready to turn things around only to be SURROUNDED by coworkers who HATE me. Cuz hate more closely describe their attitude towards me than simply dislike.

I couldn’t BEAR being hated. So I snapped when someone got snotty with me.

It’s too late for me here