I just didn’t know how long I must behave myself before my coworkers come back around. All I knew is that being intensely disliked is unbearable. That doesn’t make it ok to snap, but I used up all my reserves trying to cope generally for several weeks.

I know he cared about me when he was here though. He even said it from time to time without being asked. But it doesn’t matter now. I’m just glad he wouldn’t feel bad that’s all.

I expect to be fired. That’s fine. But I just applied 3 different companies yesterday and haven’t heard back yet