So Sorry for what you're going through! Please do not give up! i can partly relate to what you're saying as i also have not too much self-confidende on my own. i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters in asking what has caused you to lose your self-confidence if you can say it. Are you currently seeing a therapist or anyone else whom may be able to Help? Perhaps some self-Help books may turn out to be Useful as well. i Hope things will improve soon for everyone. Just know that i am here to support and Hopefully many others as well. Stay Safe. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @BoomerMudcat, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!