Fairly busy day today with laundry and shopping. My sister called around noon. It was nice of her to call since she hadn't done it in quite a while, which is a surprise to me. At first it seems nice to get a call from her, but in a short time I feel like I want to hang up. Plus I feel a sense of upset after I talk to her. I don't know why I feel that way. Maybe it's because she says things that are negative and she sounds kind of loopy.

I'm feeling pretty depressed today. I feel like I shouldn't feel that way or it's wrong of me to feel that way. Nothing's wrong but I feel like a good feeling is missing.