So Sorry you're not feeling well! i don't think that the post was too long but even if it wasn't it is your post and you have every right to make it as long as you wish i think. Hope things will improve really soon for everyone. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Fuzzybear, your Family, your Frtiend and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!