So Sorry for what you've been and are still going through! Please Do not give up! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters that the important thing is that the meds are Helpful i think. Of course a diagnosis is also Helpful in deciding which meds to take. i Hope your new psychiatrist will be able to Help and that you will be able to get the meds and therapy you need. It can be hard but i think you can do this. Please do keep us updated if you can and want to. Stay Safe. Hugs. Love. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @black-roses, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, Ok?!