Attention Seeking Behavior in Adults: Causes, Other Symptoms, More

I think this whole thing has to do with attention seeking behavior. If you can’t get the positive attention of the GM and coworkers, then you’ll get negative attention. Any attention is good attention for you.

This is an article starting with attention seeking, then it discusses all the personality disorders. It’s food for thought, should you want to think about it.

I understand you did not come here to change your faulty thinking and negative behavior. You want to keep doing what you are doing. I have total acceptance you do not want to change.

I can’t help but compare myself often on this forum. If I had people speaking to me harshly, I would be so upset, I’m sure I’d have an emotional meltdown. I was diagnosed with EDD or BPD traits. I’m not sure how anyone else with BPD (or any other disorder) would also respond to the tone of this thread. You don’t seem to mind. It makes me think you are enjoying the negative attention. Just my opinion for whatever it’s worth.