I am sorry Aviza. Yes being on disability isn’t easy but you are always trying your best. You work, despite being in disability. There are plenty of people who could work but they don’t and would rather be on welfare but you always try to do better.

You have a daughter. Keep relationship with her.

You need a house? What for? You live in apartment not on the streets like many others.

You want to be rich? So do I and so is everyone else. Lol I am not rich and never will be. Not in my line of work. Plus what’s rich? For someone with 4 kids making 200k isn’t being rich. My brother makes close to that but he put three kids through college so he isn’t rich whatsoever. Your ex is doing well. Who cares. You’ve no idea what else is going on in his life

Successful? You ARE. Way more than many others. Sure you aren’t famous but very few are.

You wanted three kids. Oh well some people can’t have any. I have one but wanted more. It didn’t happen. Who gets everything they want? No one

Count your blessings. I know siblings with usher syndrome. Progressively losing eye sight and hearing. They are deaf already ( got cochlear implants) but their blindness coming. They are living their lives knowing they’ll be blind in few years. Compare to that we are all doing great so count your blessings Aviza