Today I’m doing fine. I honestly am at a complete loss about why some days I can function fine and other days I can’t even get out of bed because of my depression and I’m taking Valium like crazy. I haven’t taken any Valium yet and usually I’d be on my second one by now. I’m just watching TV today and doing laundry. It’s too hot and crowded to go out. I’m slightly worried I have a UTI or something else. It burns to go and I’m kind of in pain. Sorry for the TMI. Gynecological stuff freaks me out and really stresses me so I’m just trying to watch TV and not worry about it. But going to the bathroom is a ***** and I’ve had so much to drink today I can’t avoid not going a million times.

I’m not thinking about my old T today, and I’m not thinking about my appointment on Monday with the new one. Today is simply a self care day.

I ordered a couple pairs of pants last night. I ordered a purple camouflage pair and a gray camouflage pair. I needed non jean pants and the website said they were buy one get one half off but they ended up being buy one get one free.