I’m not exactly sure what happened to me today. I had major trouble waking up which hasn’t been happening for a couple of weeks. After I woke up we went to the state park a couple of blocks down and walked the dunes. We watched hang gliders and parasailing. When we got back to the house I just..I couldn’t shake off the exhaustion. It was like I’d already taken my night seroquel and I was fighting to stay awake. I was even slurring my words. I checked my med box to make sure I took the morning portion instead of the night one and I did. I’m wondering if I accidentally put the wrong seroquel pill in there when I was filling it before we left last week. I fell asleep for four hours and missed going down to the beach with my son for the last time. I feel bad about that but I could barely stay awake after we ate lunch at noon!

I’m relieved to be leaving tomorrow though. It wasn’t as bad as I thought it was going to be but it was still pretty overwhelming. I’ll be happy to get back into my own space.