It’s borderline. They say it’s treatable with 50% recovery rate. But years of therapy didn’t help. I’m no better than I ever was (like 15 ago). If anything, I’m getting crazier

I only want to get a rise out of my coworkers because I can’t stand any of them. They turned on me the very FIRST day the GM ignored TF out of me. Before I was ever rude to anyone. That day, they be like “toughen TF up.” Or “stop crying over (GM) and work. Ridiculous.”

From that day on, those comments made me cynical and I was strongly tempted to be rude to people. I gave in to such temptation a month ago.

It was liberating and exhilarating. And now that I lost my job over that, I don’t even care. I’m only worried about finding my next employment (self or otherwise) on top of grieving over that GM who used to care about me.

And it all started 2 months ago when he first ignored me…