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Originally Posted by eskielover
When they get to know you, they find out they don't like your personality or your behavior. That is normal for people to give others a chance until that person blows it with their personality & behavior. You have blown it with anyone who was willing to try to be a friend. You pushed them away with your own personality & behaviors. If you don't like it then YOU NEED PROFESSIONAL HELP TO CHANGE WHAT PEOPLE DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOU WHEN THEY START GETTING TO KNOW YOU. (of course unless you are just liking this to get attention) only you know your REAL motive)
If you are in the la la land you sound like in your writing here, you are totally delusional & need serious help. If not, you are putting on a good act for attention.
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Borderline is tough. My personality isn’t likeable because it’s a personality disorder. My behavior would more easily change if I could change my underlying feelings. But those feelings seem so immutable. So all my attempts to change my behavior failed