Tired this morning after a night of bad dreams. I don’t really feel up to going to church this morning, but my cousin likes for me to go with her so I will go. Missing my daughter (22) and my estranged son (19). I cried last night while I was praying for them. Tonight, I’m supposed to go to a cookout in my cousin’s neighborhood. Maybe it won’t be too anxiety-producing. My cousin’s friends are hosting it. Socializing is super hard for me. I never know what to talk about, and I always say the wrong thing. I’ll get through it somehow. I hope everyone has a good day.