Ruby, you have yet to see that him ignoring you and avoiding you is your own doing. You would not feel so abandoned if you acknowledged your own fault in this, and if you took responsibility for your actions that drive people away from you. You are still taking on a victim mentality, as though people DO THIS TO YOU. People are not nice and then turn away from someone without reason.
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"Twenty-five years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill of hope for a destination"
~4 Non Blondes
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