Basically what I mean is, if you decide to continue working in the state you are now, you will have to face more and more of these negative experiences and extreme negative emotions.

Do you have a priority consciously that makes facing all that worth it to you?

Would you starve to death if you stopped working now, would you not have a roof over your head?

If not, what other priority do you have?

Or do you think that it's not that bad, as far as the emotional consequences of your state go, with you having to face all these extreme negatives from people?