I plummed the depth of my story a bit too much today. Feeling a bit down to be honest. Listening to soothing music, downloading a light-hearted game. Watched Loki again. Tried to talk to my friend today but I think she's watching fireworks with the fam.

Im making interesting additions to my story... Making it more well-rounded and strange. My ptsd effort helps a bit as well with the story.

I'll never get my emotions back if I keep trying to write like this I bet. I need to bring more love into my stories, friendship too. Happy memories. Its just that it starts out at a place so dark that I have to explore that fully I feel. I did add a new vision of a charact, like the personification of the greek night sky, that has a myriad eyes, looking at my character at the bottom of the well, as he drifts towards it.