I've figured out some things that are making me anxious and depressed.

1. Pressure from my other job
I greeted my client on his birthday and he suddenly asked me if I got the vaccine already. I haven't been vaccinated since we don't have enough vaccines, even though I already registered through my city's system. He told me to hurry up and get it so we can work on new projects. It means I have to go out, but I still don't want to since the number of cases is still high. I'm really scared of getting COVID since I don't have a health insurance and I have to shoulder all the expenses if I get hospitalized.

2. My parents' house
I'm working on the construction/renovation of my parents' house. It's just a lot of work and I'm overwhelmed.

3. Feeling like there's no one to talk to
I can talk to people here at least. My friends actually checked up on me today. However, I miss the talks I had with the guy I was always texting before. I cut ties with him because I wanted to stop my obsession. I feel alone now, but I have to endure this feeling.