Never said anything about mind reader as in literally seeing into their mind. I just have the same Theory of Mind normal people do that is lacking in ppl with ASD. My BPD precludes me from responding appropriately.
Honestly, when the GM at Arby’s harshly rejected me, yes I was traumatized, but at least I still believed there are good people in the world. Now when Mcdonald’s GM became just like the one at Arby’s, it was the last straw. I think it broke me beyond repair. Not because he traumatized me worse (he didn’t), but because he was among the LONG line of people who pushed me away. It’s because he’s not any different from them.
I can’t make sense of human interaction anymore nor can I trust anyone. Until a few weeks ago, I believed people are basically good.
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