Uuuugh I am in such a bad mood. I woke up out of sorts. I was thinking of SH last night and thinking of just saying screw it, I feel like it, to hell with everything. So I woke up today with the same thoughts. I was already upset about food shopping and the dentist.

Then I actually went to the dentist and I’m even more upset. My bottom two front teeth are too far gone to save. I knew it was a problem but I didn’t realize it was that big of a problem. This is what I get for being afraid of the dentist and never going. Also what I get for getting my tongue pierced when I was 18. So they’re going to remove the teeth and I’ll get a bridge. Bridges cost anywhere from $2000 - $5000!!! My dental insurance is nonsense, it only pays for $1000 a year. How in the hell am I supposed to pay for a bridge, two inpatient stays, and outpatient treatment??? The only comfort I can take away is I have a $6000 out of pocket maximum so i won’t have to pay more than that, as if that’s a comfort.

All I can say is at least I feel like I’ve eaten semi well so far today. Mostly whole foods minus the two small churros.