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Originally Posted by mssweatypalms
I've figured out some things that are making me anxious and depressed.
1. Pressure from my other job
I greeted my client on his birthday and he suddenly asked me if I got the vaccine already. I haven't been vaccinated since we don't have enough vaccines, even though I already registered through my city's system. He told me to hurry up and get it so we can work on new projects. It means I have to go out, but I still don't want to since the number of cases is still high. I'm really scared of getting COVID since I don't have a health insurance and I have to shoulder all the expenses if I get hospitalized.
2. My parents' house
I'm working on the construction/renovation of my parents' house. It's just a lot of work and I'm overwhelmed.
3. Feeling like there's no one to talk to
I can talk to people here at least. My friends actually checked up on me today. However, I miss the talks I had with the guy I was always texting before. I cut ties with him because I wanted to stop my obsession. I feel alone now, but I have to endure this feeling.
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Oh yeah these make sense....I'm sorry about the 3rd one especially. I also don't really have many people to talk to. But I agree sometimes it's just about enduring this for a while. I try to remind myself it's temporary. Hopefully for you too.
Is it possible to relax a bit about 2nd? With you having to deal with all that it does seem a lot.
PS: Vaccine stuff may be off topic on this forum but I do think it's like.....contradictory at best, having to risk a bit when getting to travel to get vaccinated...I think if I were you I'd just try and calm down the client a bit with how he has to wait a little more