I am way off on my Geodon today. I need to take at least a 20 right now if not both the 20 and 80. I also haven’t taken my 25 lamictal yet. I didn’t eat enough today but I ate what I could. I guess I just kind of forgot to. I did try going out to eat but I couldn’t get in because there was a 2 hour wait. So I got some takeout instead. I’m not really depressed though. Just a bit worried about my vacation in 2 weeks. Usually I’d be super excited for this yearly trip. Now I’m just unsure because I haven’t seen a few family members in 2 years. My mom says everyone will be really nice. And I know this trip will get me out of my depression. It’s just the get going that I’m struggling with.