I feel like ****

yesterday, my fibro pain was so bad I felt restricted in movement (like really restricted) for 40/50 minutes, I could do nothing with it, just sit where I was

forced myself to eat something, which just made me nauseious, and then, like the other 364 days of the year, I had no sleep and intense flashbacks

today I have done nothing but eat junkfood, listen to music, and have backpain. it is hardly the life of luxury