Today I’ve been doing ok. I haven’t taken any Valium yet. I took my Geodon around 4:30 and I fell back asleep for an hour. I went to Sonic as usual. They have these red white and blue slushes which have strawberries on the top, ice cream in the middle, and then a blue slushy on the bottom. I only eat the strawberries and ice cream. I went to a few stores because I’m out of zero sugar soda and I needed a boogie board for my trip and my mom needed a beach hat and a beach bag. I went to a few stores including Target and Walmart. At Walmart I found 3 of the cases I was looking for. But one of them rang up at $10. The others rang up at $4.88 and 3.48. So my mom asked the self checkout lady who did absolutely nothing. She asked some dude but he was on break and then she just ignored us. So we went to a person and it rang up as $10 too. He asked someone about it and she said “yeah that’s the price.” Now I am a big believer that the customer is not always right but that for sure shouldn’t have rang up at $10 and I didn’t understand why they weren’t helpful at all. Did they really believe that price? I didn’t make a fuss I just didn’t buy it. Then I went to another store and I found the same soda for $5.49. And it rang up right.

I just find the Walmart situation weird.

But so far today I’m ok and my moods and anxiety are fine. But they may very well get pretty bad as the day goes on.