i can relate to what you're saying. i agree with the wise and wonderful BethRags in that even though i don't have bipolar i also struggle with lack of energy and motivation. i am not taking any meds at the moment so i suppose that may be due to something else, perhaps i am just lazy? In any case i Hope things will Improve really soon for everyone. Perhaps talking to your doctor and discussing a change of meds if you think that may be the cause may be a good idea. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to ALL of you, @Miguel'smom, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!