Sonics kitchen wasn’t working this morning. They could only do drinks. Then there was that issue at Walmart. Then the place I got food from for lunch was only accepting cash because their machine was down.

Dude Y2K was supposed to happen in 1999-2000 not 2021.

My mom says it’s more of a labor issue. They can’t get people to work so things can’t get fixed I guess.

I’m kind of dizzy right now. I’ve just taken my Valium, my lamictal, and propalanol. I’ve eaten today too. I think it’s just my usual nighttime anxiety. Chipotles has buy one get one free tonight but you can’t order online and I’m sure it will be a mad house. I had planned on just having a bowl of oatmeal.

My therapist didn’t ask at all about what my eating habits are like. I’m not sure if I want to bring them up to her or not. She didn’t comment on my appearance unlike the last one. She didn’t say anything at all about anything. Professional people are trained to observe without their clients noticing.

I’m not sick though and I don’t want to go to a doctor. I know what’s wrong. I’m having issues with my meds, either being dependent on them or addicted or whatever, and I’m craving meds instead of food. My meds are either weight neutral or they make me not hungry. So yeah it does seem this is starting to get out of hand.