I have had a bad month my mom kicked me out and said not her son any more then i have been going through court on top of that they might put me in jail for 6-10 days if thats not enough my grandma and grandpa were in car accident and might pass away grandpa's rib cage is completely broken so if flat line's they cant shock him to bring him back cuz it will puncture his heart its like me against the world and the world is caving in all around me i have been trying to keep me bad thoughts away cuz people here still NEED ME but it is getting to be to much for me to handle i am done with this cruel world i try so hard to do right even though almost every1 around me wants me to do wrong